Please. Somebody help me!!!!! (I'm a typical asian dude)?

In a recent experience of mine, I became lost in the darkness of the city late one night. If I was to really focus on the street signs, I thought i would most likely be able to find my path home. Before too long i was overcome by fear. Fear of not knowing which way I was heading, and fear of walking endlessly down the path illumnated by street lights. It was at this time I started to question myself about the truth of the world.